Sorry to read these words.
I, on the contrary, would like to spend much more time supporting John's projects in particular the climate related best I could (unless he fires me).
I find working with him a unique & rare opportunity in my life.
Depression is a part of the creative processes, and I find everyone here outstanding thinkers even if I had pow-wow with them in occasions, I appreciate each member of the group here. Perhaps again I might tangle with some of the views but as Paul said "where else we have the opportunity to discuss these matters".
Thank you John for providing a free-thinking environment free of prejudice and bias, I cannot tell you how much that is valued.